If you don't someone else will.

It is a sad but true fact that what you don't/won't do for your significant other, there is someone else out there who is glad to do it for less than half the hassle. If you watch Katt Williams then you have heard him say "Nigga I'm the moth fucka thats keeping your family together, and you can't even buy a nigga a drink you disrespectful bastard!?!?!?!" there is a young lady on Twitter, and can't knock her hustle. But she is basically hooking on twitter, and she often states "If you don't suck your mans dick, then i will..." Another line Katt Williams has said and I'm loosely translating this is that if you don't suck dick don't expect certain things to be done, but if you do you can have any damn thing you want. Now I AM NOT CONDONING MEN/WOMEN CHEATING.....I REPEAT I AM NOT CONDONING MEN/WOMEN CHEATING. But if you significant other asks for certain things done and you choose not to do them is he or she really wrong for going elsewhere. I mean if i don't get fed at home can you be mad at me for going to Mcdonalds or Wendys or somewhere else to get some food??? Especially when i have asked to be fed?? No I am not in the wrong. I had a teacher in HS give me a very simple yet intricate key to relationships. he told me the woman you want to marry should be a woman you can talk to, a woman you can make love to, and a woman you can fuck. Alot of people don't believe thats true. But when you think about it, the woman/person described in is completing all desires. Now for those of you who don't know FUCKING is very much different than making love. It is more than just the motion of the feeling emotionally, it is the very act it self. When making love you want to be wrapped up in that person you want to feel like you are floating off of the bed, you want to feel raptured, taken away, not relevant to the time and space that you are in. But when you are fucking someone, male of female you want to be as nasty with that person as possible without taking it overboard. These are the things that keep your relationship from going stale. There is nothing like coming home to your woman dressed like a straight freak, and as soon as you open the door she is on her knees or on the couch waiting to suck your dick. Or for women there is nothing like having your man come out of nowhere and snatch you up and eat your pussy of fuck you like you were his favorite pornstar. I know i have been there lol. But it gives spontaneity to your relationship. It gives your significant other a reason not to go elsewhere. Some of y'all need to learn. Love is stronger than pride. Now whatever hang ups you have about certain things i understand its alot of shit mentally that you have to work past, but it is worth it especially when you truly love that someone and that someone truly loves you. You do what is needed to keep that someone happy because when it all boils down to it. If you don't do it, someone else will.

Stay blessed and stay free

Peace,

the god.

What the fuck gives you the right???

What the fuck makes people think they have the right to do whatever they want to someone and still lay claim. For example a husband cheats on his wife, when she decides to leave he thinks he can still lay claim to her and their marriage. NO NIGGA. It was cool when you was doin you now that she don't wanna fuck with your ass no more you feeling some kinda way and you wanna ruin her life. FUCK THAT man the fuck up and move on. You are seriously on some bitch made shit. And your former flame may have found that nigga that will tune your ass up. I'm sick and fucking tired of people fucking up and not wanting to let go. Here's a fucking Idea stop fucking up. Its fucking amazing that i cant have a relationship with someone because they dont want me killing their ex cuz his fucking ass doesnt know how to let go. and women dont think yall are exempt cuz yall do that bullshit too. Fucking with your ex just cuz you dont want to see him happy cuz you fucked up. Here is the bottom line, You have 2 options option A) stop fucking up that way you get to keep your significant other. Option 2) if you do fuck up then realize you fucked up apologize and pray that person wants you back. If they dont want you back then accept it and move on you had all this side action going on when you were with your significant other so im sure you can find someone to be with you. I mean whatever you were ding must have been worth risking your relationship or marriage. Honestly i dont give a fuck for the reasoning behind it. The shit needs to stop. Your selfish ass is fucking up alot cuz you want to have your cake eat it save a piece for later nibble here and there. GROW THE FUCK UP

Peace,
The god.

Yo Selfish Ass....

"You're such a great friend," "I can always count on you," and "Thank you for being who you are," are phrases that I am growing to despise because they only come after I have gone well out of my way to help you and you know damn well no one else wanted to help you.  Now I don't have a problem helping someone, but its the motherfuckers who literally take advantage of the fact that people are nice. Then on top of constantly using someone, they are completely self-centered.  How do you tell somebody what to do with their own stuff? I never understood that shit. Bitch really? Where they do that at? What part of the country do they teach people to be so fucking selfish that you literally don't give a damn about anybody other than yourself? Then you have the nerve to wonder why nobody wants to be bothered with you. Hell I completely understand why they don't fuck with you. People like this are entities that I consider to be "negative droids". These people drain you of your positive energy, sometimes unknowingly, just because of all the baggage they drag around.  They're needy, sometimes annoying, self-absorbed, and think brutal honestly is charming. In reality, all of this is a turnoff on many levels of relationships whether platonic or intimate.
Now my bf can be a selfish ass monkey sometimes, but we have it out often.  He goes a little too far left with his selfishness, but I check it when it gets to be too much to handle. Maybe some people need someone in their corner to cuss them the fuck out every once in a while to keep them level.  I might have to nominate myself as that person in a lot of people's lives. Now here is classic example of utter selfishness with a side order of rude as hell.
My mother, sister, and I were out shopping when my mom made a b-line to a black woman's favorite store other than the shoe store. The Beauty Supply Store!!! Any who, while my mother can irritate the snot out of my taking FOREVER to checkout, there was a line of other waiting their turn to be attended to.  Well this loud, extremely inappropriately dressed for her size, Europeaned out woman (she was over 18, hope she was nobody's momma) decided that she was going to make the Asian woman behind the counter make special arrangements for her.  "I gotta go! I don't have time to be waiting. I got shit to do and this is taking to long. Check me out now! Hello I said I gotta go now. I got stuff to do!" At that moment my mother looked dead at me because she knew I was getting ready to open my mouth. Now this is what I was thinking (because I have an old school mom who would have knocked me into 2017 for cussing in front of her), "Bitch have you lost your goddamn mind yelling at these people cause your trifling ass want to update your fucking weave? Nobody told your busted rude ass to be running late to wherever the fuck you supposed to be, but you not gonna jump my mother or these other people cause you never learned how to be patient. Try me if you fucking want to. I can show you better than I can tell. Promise you that. Jump, Judy, please I dare you, you scandalous hussy coming up in here wit you ass hanging out like everybody want to see that shit. Have some damn respect for yourself. What the hell is wrong with you!!!" This was a west-side moment brought to you by stupid. Stupid it comes in every shape, size, and ethnicity. Now back from commercial break. She was two good strides from a foot up her ass when my sister pulled me out of the store. I utterly despise selfishness.  You not the only motherfucker on the planet.  You might be the only one looking out your eyes, but if you're an organ donor that may not be the case.  Fuck around with the wrong person and I'm sure that you will get your opportunity. You feel me.
Yes the world has changed. Yes people are colder now that they have ever been, but that doesn't give you the right to be a less that decent human being. Lower class animals respect each other better that we do sometimes yet we have full reign of the world. I know the Creator gave us all the elements that we need to be considerate and empathetic passengers on this voyage we call life.  There is no need to run over, mistreat, use, or abuse someone just because the have a good heart or have a harder time saying no than your selfish ass.  Take a look in the mirror and decide whether or not you would want someone doing to you what you do to others. Being Needy or Selfish is not a good trait to have unless its for survival. Leave that childish shit in primary school. Do some Self-Inflection and find out why you feel the world must revolve around you. The truth may surprise you and not in a good way.

~The Goddess~

Cant move forward cuz your latched to the bullshit behind you.

Alight imma say this shit flat out. I'M SICK OF MOTHER FUCKERS TALKING ABOUT THEY HAVE A PAST, THEY HAVE BEEN HURT BEFORE, THEY CANT LET GO OF THEIR PASTS. I......DON'T......GIVE.....A.......FLYING........FUCK. Its very simple. You cant make forward progress because you are still holding on to the things in your past. Don't believe me??? Try this simple experiment. Find 2 people have one stand behind you and one in front of you now have the person behind you hold you back with all their strength, and try to get to the person in front of you. Now some people may be strong enough to get ahead with the weight of whats behind them. Good for you, but those of you who cant, that's a sign to let that shit go. Because of the past that you choose to cling to all of the baggage that comes with it will carry into any attempts you make towards a future. Example: you have trust issues stemming from a past relationship. you meet someone new and now that person is falling victim to the shit you should have been doing with the fucker from before, and because that person has decided that they don't like what you are putting them through they leave. And now you have chased away someone who was potentially good for you because you cant let go of your past. The thing about the past is that you are supposed to learn from it. There is a difference between being discerning and and not trusting someone. Your past is there to teach you to look out for warning signs of danger, not to make some up because you don't know how to let go. and the process of letting go is simple. First forgive that person because as long a you don't forgive them they have power over you. Second give everyone their own slate. Don't start me where you and your fuckhead left off cuz I'm not him. Third we all know the saying about assuming so, so i will just say this, don't assume everything you see/hear is as is. Communication goes along way. not everything you WEREN'T told is a lie.
And last, and this one doesn't apply to everyone, but look at yourself sometimes as the cause of some issues. It just sounds funny if everyone but you was wrong in every situation that you have been in. Ownership is the word of the year, take responsibility for your part in some shit. Every story has 2 sides, so know your side of it, understand it, and fix it. That's all the teaching I'm doing for today but this was mostly a venting session about some shit I'm just sick of seeing and hearing. Bottom line: FUCK YOUR ISSUES AND YOUR PAST. We all have issues and we all have a past. The difference is what we choose to do with the past and the issues. Use them to make us strong and push us forward or allow them to make us weak and hold us back. The choice is and always has been yours.

Peace
The god Osiris

Warrior

To Him...

He carries the spirit of his warrior king ancestors, the passion and thrill of the kill.

Yet it is not bloodshed that he seeks but the resurrection of the knowledge within.

His heart is pure; charged with a zeal for the reparations of those who have lost their abilities

To commune with the gods and goddesses of this very dimension.

He filters nothing, raises questions and charges into battle with no regard for his own life;

For he stands on the principles of truth and wisdom.

He is a spiritual awakening, healer of the lost soul.
He is the father of time, savant of knowledge, keeper of the peace.
His voice resonates through the trees;
Announcing to all that his presence is imminent.
He produces life through his very words;
Honoring the traditions of his beaten, tortured and tormented ancestors.
He breaths prosperity, ingests wisdom and overstanding.
He is the symbol of all that is fervent and enlightened.
He is never absent from those he loves,
For he has mastered the elements of Time, Matter, Space, Universal Law and Reason.

He is subjected by no man, yet bows before the four great winds.

He is the judge of all that is righteous;
The strength and legacy of his tribe.

He has come to reclaim all that was taken from him and those who never had a chance.
His passion is timeless, his rage unrelenting.
He is love unconditional, strength unconventional.
He is where all things great have come to commune in their purest form.
He is the heart of his mate, the adoration of his seed.
He is honored and feared.
Respected and validated.
He is God-Consciousness in the flesh.
He is King, yet he gives rise to the prominence of his Queen.
For only through their union can immaculate energy be manifest.
He is my Amen-Ra.
He is my Warrior King.
He is.
You.

~The Goddess~

The Team Roster

I know y'all have had the pleasure of being entertained by Kat Williams on one occasion or the other, but I was watching some of his comedy about the Franchise player and it got me thinking about the caliber of players I had drafted. We all have the repertoire of individuals on our roster that play different positions in our lives. Some good, some just make you scratch your head  and say "Y Lloyd?" As owners of our teams, we pride ourselves on the diversity of our bench and the strategies that we used to obtain our players. Let's look at the Line Up.

Megastar: Extremely rare in the game. They are the ‘one of a kind’ player; completely above the competition.  This person prides themselves in being the absolute best in any way, shape or form.  This is the person who exceeds all expectations; a record breaker.  They get snatched up damn near from birth.  They are the perfect complement to your life and you can almost find nothing wrong with them.  If you do find something, it’s damn near a quirk and somehow it’s cute. They have the knack for bringing out your best qualities. 

Franchise Players: Players in this category can be considered megastars in some aspects. She/he is the go-to on the team if there are no megastars. They excel in almost every situation. This breed is a little more common as this is what the All-Stars hope to become.  Most realize that they will never be Megastars because they have one to many kinks, but 85-95% of the time they’re on point.  These are the well-rounded compliments.  Yes it’s possible to do better, but it’s easier to fuck up a great relationship trying to move up the latter.  These are the “life timers,” the people that you hope to find to spend the remainder of your life with.  They are uncommon naturally as they are generally groomed over time, but are more readily available than the Megastar. It takes dedication, heart, and tenacity from a great All-Star to become a successful Franchise player.

All-Stars: The main difference between All-Stars and franchise players (and I stress this a lot), is that an All-Star does not succeed in relationships as much as franchise players. Now all franchise players could be considered All-Stars, but not All-Stars are franchise players. These are the people who have great potential, but they require some labor of love. An All-Star-caliber player can be in a relationship out of complacency. Because of this they need some final tweaking before they advance to Franchise status. Now the All-Star Player is generally where the Average Joe starts.  This is the next frontier for the Starter with ambition.  These are the “I can work with that” relationships. It might take a couple years but it’s worth the effort.

Starters: A solid all-around player, a player needed for more specifics than a role player, whether it be for solice, leadership, defense or other intangibles. Starters are just good players, and will always have a future but as far as making the All-Star cut, they probably will never make it. This is the person in your life that is just good people.  He/she may be good a few things, but can’t seem to get the packaging together.  They come up short in some vital areas, but overall they mean well. They can get the relationship started but don’t quite have the fundamentals to retain what they've started. These are the people who often present well, but it’s mostly external. This is generally where we start picking up new “relatives” and “friends.”

Role Players: Some role players are starters, but most are not. Some are used for their specific strengths in tight situations. This is the person you can call when the car breaks down, you need to vent, or hell you just need a good fuck.  This mofo is only good for one specific thing. This is “fuck buddy” territory.

Bench Warmers: These are the people in your life that you are just meeting, ones without placement or ones you fail to see.

Now the problem is when you have the players in the wrong positions.  It makes no sense to have your franchise player on the bench, but have the role players in the game. See we have a tendency to fuck up our own spirits because we do not want the responsibility of carrying the appropriate player in our line up.  Most of us have that 1 person who we could have on our team and know everything will flow.  But sometimes, we as owners, fake our own selves out of a championship because aren’t paying attention to the time clock, try to create “plays” that are inappropriate for the player(s) you have, or just can’t see the potential of the players on your roster. 

You cannot expect a Megastar and a Franchise player to ride the bench for indefinitely.  Eventually they will relinquish their contract because other teams with better communication, intellect, resources, and attentiveness have been making great offers. See you have to understand, just because they are playing for you doesn’t mean that the negotiations have stopped.  You might have won the draft pick, but trading happens all season long. Shit an aspiring Franchise player who knows their value will fucking walk off the court.  Every game has contingency issues.  “I will as long as...” Players get tired of being mistreated, abused, and neglected. Appreciation has action attached to it. There is a problem when other team owners understand the functionality and drive of your player(s). There are certain moments when man to man defense is required.  Offense is good but you win more games with great defense.

Don't fuck around and miss out on your Championship being Sidney Lowe when you should have been Phil Jackson.

~The Goddess~

Being Held Down By Holding it in.....

Why is it that men have such a hard time expressing themselves? Why is it that men find everything but the heart issue to speak on? Why is it that men hold in everything that is bothering them only to blow up at something that has nothing to do with the reason for their feelings? Simple, FUCKED UP TRAINING!!!!! From the earliest stages of childhood males are taught that pain and emotions are signs of weakness. We are taught to never let em see you sweat, and if you fall get up and dust yourself off and keep it moving. In the words of the repair man from WANTED its time to fix a lifetime of mistakes. There is nothing weak about expressing your feelings. In fact you are a stronger man for it. It takes a lot to realize an issue and to face the issues head on. Its almost the same as asking for help. Sometimes you have to do it in order to progress on life. Like Spoc on star trek you are emotionally compromised because you are holding in your feelings. Feelings and emotions are like the contents of a pressurized container, if you put enough into it at some point it will explode under the right (or wrong) conditions. Another reason why men hold things in, is a fear of self realization. They dont want to deal with or face the fact that they may be coming up short or not all they thought they were.
This is also ok. If you do not know where you are lacking how can you improve??? Here are some steps you can follow to fix your emotional fuck ups.
1. This may seem like some Bitch shit but its not when you are feeling something if you dont wanna verbalize it write it down but get it out your system. These negative feelings carry negative energy and at some point all that energy will have to go somewhere. Even positive feelings (mostly related to irrational emotions) can produce negative energy. Get these feelings off your chest in some way shape or form.
2. Don't wait to express whatever your feeling, sometimes its best to get the feelings out while you are in the initial emotion because you will get out the purest form of the feeling. You will hold nothing back and allow it all to come out.
3. Understand the reasons behind your feelings. before you aim at someone that has nothing to do with what you're going through know why you are feeling the way you are feeling. Sometimes you can be the cause of your own feelings. No one can do to you what you dont allow them to. What do i mean by that?? A person can only upset you if you let them.
4. Know the difference between emotions and feelings.

emotionsplural of e·mo·tion (Noun)

1. A natural instinctive state of mind deriving from one's circumstances, mood, or relationships with others.

2. Any of the particular feelings that characterize such a state of mind, such as joy, anger, love, hate, horror, etc.
feel·ing (flng)n.

1.

a. The sensation involving perception by touch.

b. A sensation experienced through touch.

c. A physical sensation: a feeling of warmth.

2. An affective state of consciousness, such as that resulting from emotions, sentiments, or desires: experienced a feeling of excitement.

3. An awareness or impression: He had the feeling that he was being followed.

4.

a. An emotional state or disposition; an emotion: expressed deep feeling.

b. A tender emotion; a fondness.
If you didnt understand these let me break it down for you. Your feelings are a result of your emotions....What does that mean....YOU EMOTIONAL MUTHAFUCKAS THAT DONT HAVE A PROPER REACTION TO SAID EMOTIONS END UP GETTING THEIR FEELINGS HURT BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO GET THAT SHIT OFF YA CHEST!!!!!!!
Learn to communicate. Its not always about knowing how to say something. sometimes people who are really there for you or really give a fuck about you will understand just from the emotion you are conveying. Im not asking men to turn into a bunch of weeping whiny bitches. But what im telling you to do is break the fucked up cycle of teaching our sons to be emotionally stiffled thats why we have so many woman beaters and motha fuckas who cant stay outta shit. They are hurting or going through shit and dont know how to express if because their fathers were fucktards.....dont be a fucktard, teach your son the value of expression.

Peace
Osiris the god

Why the FUCK do you have KIDS?!?!?

Now I am generally a very nice person, but the one thing that will piss me off is the neglect of a child. This is for one reason and one reason alone, they didn’t ask to be here. Now many of y'all have probably been witnesses to some of the retarded shit that people do to their children. For example, the stupid ass chick, Toyrianna Smith of IL, who suffocated her 3 month old son because he wouldn't stop crying. Not only did she suffocate the baby to death, but took her dead son along on a shopping spree the next day. Really BITCH, really?! My favorite dumb asses are the women who consciously fuck around, get pregnant, and carry the baby to term only to drop them off in the nearest garbage can. WTF is wrong with these motherfuckers? What about the ones that have kids and treat them like shit, pawns in relationships, in-house babysitters, and fail to stimulate their mental, cultural, spiritual, and social growth? Now I have a theory about these people. These are the remnants of the stupid slaves. These are the descendants of the breeders, you know, the ones that the master purposely used for cattle. See the problem is these mofos keep breeding and breeding and breeding and then we end up with these sorry excuses for parents who allow their children to fuck around and end up with a kid before they are done being kids. I hate the parents who demean the children because all they see them as a mistake. Nobody told you to do the do. You GROWN, maybe; so MAN/WOMAN the FUCK UP!

Now I have a home girl, love this chick to death just because she just real. Now when I met her I thought she was a little cynical because she has some left-wing notations that involved relationships and children, but one thing that stuck out was the fact that she said that people need to take an EXAM before they are allowed to have a child, every time. An EXAM, really? YES! Who give the examination, the old school "Big Momma" from generations before. Some of us wouldn't even show up on test day because it requires reading. Some of us, would fail the common sense portion. Some would walk away from the whole thing as soon as they saw the words Selflessness, Commitment, and Sacrifice. A lot of us are not in relationships now because of these words, but what you fail to realize is that you have to have a relationship with you children as you would with another person. See your child requires more attention than anything else in your life. This includes yourself, your spouse, your job, your sleep, your food, etc., etc. Children require full commitment. They also require sacrifice. You can't go clubbing with the pamper money. That shit ain't cool. You can't put your child(ren) off on your family members, the neighbors, and expect the child to respect you as their parents. A real parent will tell you that despite the age of their child, they still have their back. My momma's favorite line when I try to remind her of my age is " You can be 99 years old, I'm still yo momma." I digress.

    Now I do not have kids for one simple reason. I refuse to have a kid with a fucking fool. There have been situations where children could have presented themselves, but it didn’t work out that way. I know my capabilities as a parent, but I refuse to do it by myself.   In that same token, I know many people who are well qualified individuals who refuse to have children because they do not want them interacting with the children of the "Breeders." Can you fault them? These people are who I consider to be the "Competents." But here is the problem, the "Breeders" have taken over the population and the "Competents" refuse to save the generation. When did it become brawn over brains? Our children are our legacy and how dare we allow the "Breeders" to write our future? I refuse to have another generation of people who allow their children to aspire to be Lil Weezy or Beyoncé, have subpar education, and no healthcare. I just personally dealt with this this weekend. My home girl (same one from the exam) gets her great niece and nephew once a month. They are beautiful children, but their parents are highly questionable. We took the kids swimming, but we were a little concerned because of a cough that the kids had. Never the less, after a night of weird sounds, breathing difficulties, and four hours after we intially called her mother, it was discovered that the little girl had pneumonia. PNEUMONIA! How the FUCK does your kid have pneumonia and you don't have a clue or more concern that "Oh it’s just a cough she's had for a while." Really BITCH, Really?!?! If your ass had health insurance for you kids (its free through MEDICAID), then your babies could get a doctor's appointment. How lazy can you be that you can't go fill out some paperwork for your kids? But you can fill out a child support request and an application for food stamps. Did their health just slip your damn mind? This is why I believe in our generation, the wrong people have kids.  Our fucking priorities are fucked up! Having a child for the sake of having a child is stupid without being somewhat prepared (you'll never have all the answers). That's like buying a gun and no fucking bullets. There are people out in the world who would be eternally grateful to have a child that they could love and nurture, but your ass is too selfish to see what’s best for your child. Giving your child up for adoption doesn't make you less of a parent, it shows that you are looking out for the wellbeing of your legacy. It also buys you some time before that child comes looking for you to ask why.

     I really don’t have more to say to the men than this. Be a FUCKING Father! Stop looking at your child(ren) as lost wages from your paycheck. Stop avoiding the mother because you can't stand her. You should have considered the fact that she was "Ratchet" when she was sucking and riding your dick. You should have also considered strapping up or learning how to control your dick muscles. Believe it or not, you can push your semen back or you can get a vasectomy. Keep your seed for someone who is worth it. Then do what the fuck you need to do for your family. You don’t have to continue the perpetual cycle of the "Lost Boys." Men accept the consequences of their actions and love their children unconditionally. If your baby momma is shell, get custody of your child(ren). Real women are not gonna respect the fact that you aren't in your child's life because " My baby momma is/didn't/won't....." Your children are angry because they feel neglected and unwanted. Men, your role in your child's life is just as important as the woman's. You are the first to teach your daughters about men and you are the initial influence on your sons' manhood. You were once scholars, teachers, educators, and warriors. Fight for the survival your legacy. Make sure that you children are better than you. Invest in them.

Family, process the pros and cons of your actions and love your children more that you love yourself. If you can't, give them to someone who can. Stop the senseless abuse that we as a community are inflicted on our youth. It truly takes a village to raise a child. WAKE up before all morality becomes extinct.

~The Goddess~

My People Are Destroyed For A Lack of Knowledge

There are many sayings pertaining to the beauty of ignorance, "Ignorance is bliss" "what you dont know wont hurt you". Well the truth of the matter is this, these statements are what I like to refer to as False Truths. Now im sure your wondering how the hell could the truth be false. Thats quite simple, when its not the whole story then its not the truth. Your ignorance is only bliss because you dont know what really lies beneath the surface. For example if you knew nothing of STD's and what they could do to you, then you would enjoy the pleasure of fucking everything that moved without having to strap up........o wait you fuckers do that shit anyway. What you dont know wont hurt you??? Never has a bigger lie been told. Ask all those people who were attacked by the DC sniper. They didnt know he was even looking at them. What im getting at is pull your head out of your asses look at whats going on around you. In your ignorance you are destroying yourselves I know you hear it in jokes and comedy but why do you think there is a liquor store and a gunshop in every fucking block and only in the hood......So your dubmass can get drunk and then go shoot up the niggas in your hood cuz they are on your turf or someone stepped on your fucking shoes. Yall are focused on all the wrong shit. But because your ignorant you dont see it. But yall are happy because you dont know. But if you would open a fucking book and read something, and im not talking about some bullshit romance novel or Eric Jerome Dickey, and I'm not knocking them. But you mother fuckas need to read something about your history, know where your ancestors come from learn your roots. Being black isnt about being hood or being a D-boy or whatever the fuck pop culture has portrayed to you. Being black is about knowing your fucking history and the people whoe put themselves in harms way So that you could have the right to be a fucking idiot. Being black is about making something of yourself because that what your meant for. Your purpose on this earth is far greater than you are living. YOU ARE SHADOWS OF YOUR FORMER SELVES!!!!! It's time to step into the light Caroline.
Cuz when it comes time for finals........You dont wanna be the dumb motha fucka that didnt study.....

The Gray Space

Now Osiris has a point when he talks about knowing where you stand, but what happens when you know your role yet you find yourself taking on the responsibilities for a role you never signed up for?  Now everybody innately has a role from birth....son, daughter, or maybe both (let's just be real!). As you progress through life you pick up the roles of sister/brother, girlfriend/boyfriend, fiance/fiancee, wife/husband.  But do any of these roles come with guidelines? HELL NO, if so, please tell me where I can find it.  Now there are people who have been a child and had to take on the responsibilities as an adult for one reason or the other. Even though their role was a child, they acted like a parent/guardian/adult.  What about the girl or guy that has a relationship that started as just a "friendship" (and we know that's some fucking bullshit) but now this mug damn near your mate without a title? See this is the shit I refer to as the gray area.  The gray area is the place where the lines get skewed, the boundaries have been crossed, and the agreements are fucking complicated.  Now I understand the reasoning for roles; it has the same worth as levels of ethnicity.  Put a nigga in a space so I know where they at. But life is often more complicated than that and a lot of us don't even know where we at.  So I think the whole situation plays down to the simple understanding between the involved parties.  Despite titles, roles, and places, what have we decided to do and to be?  I can have access to a man like his woman, but I may not want the level of responsibility that comes with the title.  You may be the woman/man that wants the B.U.D.D.Y, but you can't fathom having accountability to a woman/man. Or maybe y'all are just being fucking punk ass bitches about the shit.  IDK!

But I have problem when the situation becomes volatile because some motherfucker is RENEGING and no longer wants to hold up their end of the damn bargain. Now I applaude aspirations.  If you want to be something better than what you are right now, good job. You can do it! (Sarcasm is a mutha!) However, if you're just the late night "Creep", don't aspire to be the "Boo".  THAT SHIT AINT GONNA WORK!!!!  That takes a whole new agreement, a whole new level of respect, and more than likely that chica/nigga is gonna just say "give me yo backey/dickey." So what about the person who secretly admires another, but plays the homeboy/girl role? Dude really, what you expect?  One day they just gonna see you with a breeze and a glow like you in a sitcom?  Come on, be for real now... Don't give people responsibilities that you do not want them to fulfill.  Don't create agreements, verbal commitments, or places that you are not willing to acknowledge and respect. Whatever the reasoning, your relationship is your relationship. Your agreements are your agreements, so live by them.  Regardless of what other people say, do and assume, you have to live with your actions everyday. I can't hate on a situation that works for you. The gray space belongs somewhere in all our lives. But how gray is your space?

~The Goddess~

Know your role and shut your mouth

Know your role and shut your mouth, you have all probably heard this at some point or another.

But imma go another way with this Shut your mouth and know your role. First of all I'm tired of hearing men and women talk shit about they know how to do this and do that, they know how to keep a man/woman, I know how to treat a man woman. You know what you know??? You know shit…… If you knew these things then yo ass wouldn't be in the situation you are in. MEN: know your fucking roles, you are kings, your are rulers, know your heritage, you are descendants of gods. Respect yourselves, stand up and be leaders, fathers, husbands. You have all seen lion king, you know there is a circle of life. Boys become men, men become fathers, fathers teach their sons. There was a time when even if a boy didn't have a father he had some form of positive influence in his like to keep him in line and to point him in the right direction. One thing I respect about the Chinese culture any elder that wasn't a relative was still called aunt or uncle. There was still a respect for the wisdom that could be passed from that elder. Stop the fucked up cycle. OLDER MEN YOU NEED TO KNOW YOUR FUCKING ROLES AS WELL stop trying to live your youth, it has passed be a fucking example to some one younger than you. show these young men what it is to be a grown as man and to be on your grown man shit……o wait I forgot some of you aint on your grown man shit either. How much longer must our people cry out for someone to take control of this out of control train.. Stop leaving your children to roam free w/o a father. No amount of money in the world can raise a child. My parents weren't together when I was born, but i'll be damned if people thought kI didn't have a mother, WHY??? cuz my father made sure he had me and spent time with me. He never had his father and he did a damn good job raising me…..SO WHATS YOUR FUCKING EXCUSE. It takes a man to raise a man, thats why there aren't any fucking real men in this generation cuz motha fuckas stopped raising them. Y'all moth fuckas getting mad cuz females are turning into lesbians but guess what you aint leaving them no where else to go CUZ YALL NOT STEPPING THE FUCK UP AND KNOWING YALL ROLES. Another thing MAN THE FUCK UP AND TAKE YOUR WOMEN BACK NOT BY FORCE BUT BY ACTION!!!!! WAKE UP BROTHAS WE ARE ON THE PATH TO DOWN FALL AND DESTRUCTION. Get yo ass off ya shoulders and restore OUR PEOPLE TO OUR FORMER GLORY

Sistas Sistas Sistas, I hope y'all didn't think y'all were safe, cuz I'm coming for you too. First of all, MY BLACK QUEENS, THIS AINT A FUCKING FAIRY TALE. NO KING WILL REACH INTO THE GUTTER TO PULL YOUR ASS OUT OF IT. Be what you are looking for. Don't be be a pornstar looking for a preacher. You can't make a hoe a housewife, but that aint because of the woman, what man is gonna wanna settle down with you. I want you to mindfuck me (in a good way) before we ever get between the sheets. But thats also another blog for another day. Be a mother to your fucking kids and stop raising these little angry hate babies that shit aint cool. Find you an older women with a family and let her mentor you in the ways of being a housewife and a mother, cuz y'all really got the game fucked up right now. Stop belittling your man because his financial situation aint stable right now, fucking help him get it stable. For those of you that believe it, Eve was pulled from Adams rib. Anatomy lesson for the idiots, your rib protects the most vital organs in your body ~hint fucking hint~

Your role woman is to protect a mans most vital thing, his pride his dignity his man hood. Y'all are failing miserably, A man may be the head of the household but the woman is the backbone and our families are crippled because our backbones are weak. You can be strong without being angry and bitter, learn to let go of your past hurts and move forward. stop using your damn kids to ruin a mans life cuz karma is a mutha fucka and your kids might grow up hating yo simple ass cuz you deprived em of their fucking daddy.

Every religion, every teaching has a guideline and a direction, life is a play and we all have our roles. You better learn your fucking part or get cut from the fucking cast. Its almost opening day on broadway. Will you be in the play or just another motherfucka in the audience talking shit cuz they can't get right???

Respect is Earned, not Given...

Now I find that it behoves me to speak on the ignorance of respect being given not earned.  At one point in life, people were taught how to respect themselves, their families, their neighborhood, their community.  We respected our family name, our elders, and those who were deem authoritative, but as it stands today, people are just lacking the common sense to respect themselves.  I constantly have my fucking eyes molested by stupid ass motherfuckers who feel the need to expose themselves to the entire world just for the sake of being dumb.  Why should I have to undergo thirty seconds of your cootie in the wind because your skirt is too short or define the crack in your ass because your trifling ass didn't feel the need to wear a belt today?  Do you not understand where that shit came from and how much of an influence it is leaving on your kids? See the problem isn't the fruit that fell far from the tree, its the motherfucking shady ass disrespectful TREE!!!!! How can a tree bear good fruit when it is rotten to the fucking core, its roots are molded, and its leaves tinged by the years of inner turmoil? I had  a discussion with a brother one day about how women need to come up.  In a half a breathe, he retorted that men had to do the same and both simultaneously.  After some debate, I finally understood where he was coming from.  His point was this, both men and women have to raise their standards if they want to achieve anything of meaning----relationships, money, employment, happiness, trust, etc.  See without both coming up, the other side is left to deal with the ignorant motherfuckers who don't give a fuck about whether they coming or going.  We all know them.  That girl who don't give a flying fuck who ends up in her bed because she equates her promiscuity to love,  that nigga that think he's God's gift to the female species, or that mug who just don't give a FUCK either way.

Now how can you expect a man to respect you when you sell sex? Now don't get me wrong a little sex appeal can seal the deal, but a full strip show is ridiculous.  Women, just because it comes in your size doesn't mean that it is for you.  Know your body type, know what looks good on you cuz sister girls y'all are looking quite scandalous. Some of your running around looking like America's Next Top Hooker with boy shorts on to the flap of your wings, no bra (and you now your ass in the double letters), and your baby sister's shirt five years young. Where is your sense of class? Your fucking morals and values? Your fucking conscious? Conscious defined by Webster is "having mental faculties not dulled by sleep, faintness, or stupor: awake and acting with critical awareness." Wake the fuck up and act like you got some damn sense please.

A real man doesn't want anything to do with you cause you don't know your own self worth. Something without value is worthless.

Now fellas, fellas, fellas.  Where do you get off walking around with your pants around your ankles, the inability to complete a full thought verbally, or the expectation that a real woman is going to take care of you while you pursue your rap career at 35? WTF?!?!?!? Now how can a woman respect you when you call at all hours of the night or once in a blue moon, talking about sex 15 mins into the conversation,or taking chest pics and putting them on the Internet like you are a body builder? I'm not gonna take you seriously, much less respect your stupidity.  Nigga stop thinking somebody wants you just because she looks in your direction. She might have been looking at the sign behind you.  Stop running around high on testosterone, putting your nuts in everything.  That shit is lame. You're not 50 cent and even if you were grow the fuck up! Every woman is not a bitch, nor is she your momma. If you got mommy issues, seek professional help.

See at the end of the day, real people respect themselves inside and out.  They fully understand themselves and make great strides to live to the best of their abilities.  They love who they are and its apparent in the way they carry themselves, the way they dress, the way they communicate, and the way they respect others. So the question is are you awaiting your weekly certification for URB (Unconscionable Respect Benefits) or are you Respecting your Conscious? 

~The Goddess~

Exposure

I feel it fitting that my opening post for this blog be one about lying. It's something that we all may have done at some time or another. Most of us did it when we were kids and didn't know any better because we were afraid of consequences and didn't think anyone would find out. But it was at that time that we learned and understood that someone ALWAYS finds out. From that point of understanding lying should not be an option. As you become older the consequences for mistakes aren't as great, but the consequences never change. So why is it that GROWN ASS MUTHA FUCKAS feel the need to lie??? Especially about little shit or shit that no one asked them about??? I have a friend who dated this guy. We will call the guy Jim. Jim had an issue where he would just lie for no reason, he would lie about paying bills, he would lie about going through her shit. But in all his lying, when she asked him why, the only truth he ever told was that he was a liar. Now lets break something down. We all know the 2 main types of liars, there are the people who lie when you ask them something, and then there are the ones who offer lies without being questioned. One thing about me, I consider it a hobby, I enjoy observing people and understanding their minds. It also puts me several steps ahead of those who would do me harm but that's another blog for another time. We will discuss the first group: The people who lie when questioned. Now as an adult when someone asks you a question out of the blue, isn't it safe to assume that the answer is already known??? I just recently cut a person out of my life because for some reason the truth couldn't seem to find its way from her brain to her tongue. But all the while it never occurred to her that I knew the truth. So one reason for people lying: they think others are stupid. Now lets look at the second group the people who lie without being questioned. These are the ones that tell you shit to make themselves look good. But.....what happens when I find out that your golden glamor aint nothin but a shitty paint job. Your out of my circle anyway. I know your asking why am I going on and ranting about this. Its simple, the name of the blog is the NAKED TRUTH and at the bottom is an inscription that says "May the nakedness of your ignorance be clothed in wisdom". The first step on any path in life is self realization. and self realization cannot come without truth. Truth starts with oneself. Stop lying to yourselves; stop forcing yourselves to believe that the lives your living are ok. No its not ok to have 5 kids by 5 different dudes and looking for number 6. No its not ok to keep having babies to stay on welfare so you dont have to work. No its not ok for you to be hanging on the corner with ya "niggas" being "niggers". FUCK YEAH I SAID IT. Being NIGGERS, stop being the Dumb ignorant lazy mutha fuckas that you "think" society wants you to be. The truth is the white man forgot about you loooooong ago. He is no longer putting the energy into bringing you down because you are doing all the work for him. You may be walking the streets and free to do as you wish, but it's time to open your mind to some truth; your still a fucking shucking and jiving yes master isa gets right on that fors ya slave. Why???? Cuz yo simple ass hasn't realized that you were destined for better. You dumb fuckers think the block and the next car is all you were meant to own FUCK THAT. Its time for you to get some truth and understanding. Go read a book, do some research, learn where your blood comes from. And in that truth you will find redemption for your sin of ignorance, and in your redemption you will find your freedom.

Peace,
The god Osiris